Alone in dreamer's path ...

 

Today, I feel overwhelmingly alone as I sit in the isolated corners of my room. It seems as though a dark cloud is looming over my heart, spreading shadows over every facet of my existence. I'm finding that I long for company, for someone to understand and travel this path with me. Unfortunately, I travel this route alone, without a helping hand to illuminate the road. I have huge goals and objectives that stoke my inner fire. To make a difference in the world, I am committed to giving my all to the work I do. But with every step I take, I can't help but sense the lack of direction and assistance. I have to fight this battle alone; it is a single struggle. I sometimes have the uncomfortable feeling that I am travelling alone when I am alone. As doubt sets in, it spreads a cloud of doubt on my skills and the reality of my dreams. But deep down, I believe I have the resilience and determination it takes to succeed.

There are moments when I long for a companion with whom I can discuss my successes and setbacks and who shares my enthusiasm. However, I find myself in a huge area where nobody really understands the depths of my objectives. My troubles are still kept a secret; they are only acknowledged within the walls of my own mind.I take comfort in putting my feelings and ideas into these pages tonight as I put pen to paper. It's a bittersweet relief, a brief escape from the pressure of my isolation. This journal becomes my confidante and the lone eyewitness to my tribulations and aspirations.

My journey is quite personal, and I must go it by myself. But rather than letting my isolation discourage me, it strengthens my resolve. I want to demonstrate to myself and other people that I can accomplish amazing things. I work hard to make a lasting impression on the world and to prove that I am capable of overcoming any challenge. I manage to find some strength within my hopelessness. My loneliness acts as a catalyst, starting a fire inside of me that won't go out. Yes, I may be working alone, but I'm not going to let it define who I am. I have a strong will and never give up on my goals.

I make a commitment to myself as I end this journal. I'll keep working hard and challenging myself to do better. I'll rise to the challenges put in my path and demonstrate my ability to succeed in my objectives. No matter how difficult the path ahead may be, I am determined to keep going, Because my unshakable commitment to my goals, not the loneliness around me, defines who I am. Despite being alone myself, I am powerful. And I'll walk this route, illuminating it with my own resolve and fortitude.I frequently want to be able to discuss my triumphs and failures with someone who also has a similar enthusiasm. But I'm confined to a sizable area where no one appears to comprehend the scope of my goals. My problems are still hidden from the world, only being spoken of in the solitude of my own heart.

As I put pen to a page tonight, I find solace in expressing my thoughts and feelings in these pages. It's a temporary reprieve from the stress of my isolation, a bittersweet relief. This journal grows to be my buddy and the one person who has witnessed my struggles and goals .My journey is very personal, thus I must travel alone. But instead of allowing my silence discourage me, it makes me more focused.